Yes! I'm JEALOUS ! I'm ENVY !I'M LOSING!
but i know im the lucky one.i believe that one day i will be the winner .now just let u all happy only.The final champion SURE is me..im sure the star will bring my wish to the angel.and let it come true.now may be the star in the area 50km/h...like the drama.so my wish havent come true .but it will reach soon.!:)
two days cant sleep just because these three word .
why like that ? why so stupid.? but i no other way to choose .
i really BRAINLESS..HOPE TODAY CAN have a sweet dream.
put down somethings please LEE YE YIN.dun always worry bout the stupid things!
THE SHOW -LENKA
I'm just a little bit
caught in the middle
Life is a maze
and love is a riddle
I don't know where to go
I can't do it alone
and I don't know why
Slow it down
make it stop
or else my heart is going to pop
'cuz it's too much
Yeah, it's a lot
to be something I'm not
I'm a fool
out of love
'cuz I just can't get enough
I'm just a little bit
caught in the middle
Life is a maze
and love is a riddle
I don't know where to go
I can't do it alone
and I don't know why
I am just a little girl
lost in the moment
I'm so scared
but don't show it
I can't figure it out
it's bringing me down
I know
I've got to let it go
and just enjoy the show
Sunday, July 31
Saturday, July 30
-every things change-
昨天的心情真的很奇怪..自己也说不出那种感觉
是因为那句话吗?可是我知道那时谎言啊..可是我更懂得那已经事实..
的确没错你说中了..可是我真的不想面对..因为我知道一面对了..之前的开心..会变得很虚幻.
haih!不想了!:)
我真的变了吗?
可能吧...变得不是我自己了
生活变得闷了,累了,不想辩驳,变得如果你开心我愿意配合...
但是你却说
你说以前不是这样的..那以前是怎样?
我也想回到以前..
但是你记得你告诉过我:"你以为一切都可以保持,但是不可能的,其实一切都在改变!"
现在我真的相信了..:)
我也觉得我变了
我跟本不懂我自己是谁了
你昨天一直叫我去交新的朋友,不然你不放心我一个人...
那你放心去吧..朋友..
可是你又叫我学习享受一个人..
那你放心的离开吧!
变得就在这里 ...暂时不想认识新朋友...因为我觉得很累..
我不想再配合谁了!我已经找不到我自己了...:(
我也知道我以前不是这样的
以前总是我欺负你
现在 总是你在欺负我...
是你变还是我变?
还是因为你我变了 ...总是配合你就对了..不然又给你骂..最后又吵架..又哭..更累!
fangxinderangwoyigerenba!hhp...zongyouyitianwohuixiguande.:)
you . me & every things all changing :) but we can do not things.
but i'll try my best to change myself back .:)
wojiuyaobengkuile.
Thursday, July 28
Wednesday, July 27
o:
can i say some things about today ?
today really very happy :D
although tomorrow got exam but i didn't bring book back home
although today i eat many and many :))
but i still very happy.
haha . today feel scared when stay at class.XP
because the guy who sit beside me told me:" i don't want talk to you today!"
despite in a very good mood . but heard this . also feel sad and scared.
really don't know want how to communicate with him.
xiaoqian and hong jie also say is my communicate problem.>< how sad what can i do
i'm learning...some times i cry just because i scared u will scold me.not because im a big baby and always not mature.just i don't like let people scold without any reason.and DOn't know what reason!u also wont like people scold you la!Qixin .but u are a best friend for me.
oh my god my teeth a. why so pain?
i don't want go see dentist later he or she will scold me
haven't seen the decayed tooth like me
many things can not eat .how sad!:(
when eat what is hard .it will become palsy!
wow..miss many food.oh my GOD..
especially VITAGEN...miss miss miss..miss it three day already ..wohoo..:DD
today really very happy :D
although tomorrow got exam but i didn't bring book back home
although today i eat many and many :))
but i still very happy.
haha . today feel scared when stay at class.XP
because the guy who sit beside me told me:" i don't want talk to you today!"
despite in a very good mood . but heard this . also feel sad and scared.
really don't know want how to communicate with him.
xiaoqian and hong jie also say is my communicate problem.>< how sad what can i do
i'm learning...some times i cry just because i scared u will scold me.not because im a big baby and always not mature.just i don't like let people scold without any reason.and DOn't know what reason!u also wont like people scold you la!Qixin .but u are a best friend for me.
oh my god my teeth a. why so pain?
i don't want go see dentist later he or she will scold me
haven't seen the decayed tooth like me
many things can not eat .how sad!:(
when eat what is hard .it will become palsy!
wow..miss many food.oh my GOD..
especially VITAGEN...miss miss miss..miss it three day already ..wohoo..:DD
Tuesday, July 26
Monday, July 25
:D:
WHAT THE SUCK MOOD TODAY ><
i'm really very sorry for u all ..because my moody!!
but i really very BEK CHEK.AND GEIK HEI!!SRY
because...
today i really disappointed over and over again...><
ANGRY u today ah SEIDAIFEI LOU.!!!D:
always geik sei yan de loh u ..!
But...
i really impress myself today dare to shout with you.
but i dont like like this leh ..cause u are so fierce..><
aiyoh..but cincai la ..can scold u also not bad la.
but still very angry when u talk fiercely!XD
cin cai la..now already better jor .!
forgive you la forgive you la !wohooo
Today very sorry for Lijing CARMEN ＪＩａｎ ｈｏｎｇ ａｎｄ ｊｕｎ ｘｕａｎ cheng en．．ｖｅｒｙ ｓｏｒｒｙ ａｎｄ ｔｈｘ ｖｅｒｙ ｍｕｃｈ．．ｉｍ ｍｏｒｅ ｍｏｒｅ ｍｏｒｅ ｏｋａｙ ｎｏｗ!
i'm really very sorry for u all ..because my moody!!
but i really very BEK CHEK.AND GEIK HEI!!SRY
because...
today i really disappointed over and over again...><
ANGRY u today ah SEIDAIFEI LOU.!!!D:
always geik sei yan de loh u ..!
But...
i really impress myself today dare to shout with you.
but i dont like like this leh ..cause u are so fierce..><
aiyoh..but cincai la ..can scold u also not bad la.
but still very angry when u talk fiercely!XD
cin cai la..now already better jor .!
forgive you la forgive you la !wohooo
Today very sorry for Lijing CARMEN ＪＩａｎ ｈｏｎｇ ａｎｄ ｊｕｎ ｘｕａｎ cheng en．．ｖｅｒｙ ｓｏｒｒｙ ａｎｄ ｔｈｘ ｖｅｒｙ ｍｕｃｈ．．ｉｍ ｍｏｒｅ ｍｏｒｅ ｍｏｒｅ ｏｋａｙ ｎｏｗ!
Wednesday, July 20
PERFECT TCEFREP :)
Made a wrong turn, once or twice
Bad decisions, that's alright
Welcome to my silly life
Mistreated, misplaced, misunderstood
such a tired game
how sad ?
Miss Not thing is perfect
Done looking for the critics, cause they're everywhere
change myself...
Why do I do that?
sometimes wish for something but it never become true
happily never after ?haha.. impossible
there are many challenge waiting for us
every day every minutes every second..challenge may be coming
but i do not know how to handle .
when i can become perfect ?
can handle all the challenge?
don't you ever ever feel
Like you're less than less than' perfect?
if you ever ever feel
Like you're nothing,
you are perfect to me
when can i hear this ?omG :)
Bad decisions, that's alright
Welcome to my silly life
Mistreated, misplaced, misunderstood
such a tired game
how sad ?
Miss Not thing is perfect
Done looking for the critics, cause they're everywhere
change myself...
Why do I do that?
sometimes wish for something but it never become true
happily never after ?haha.. impossible
there are many challenge waiting for us
every day every minutes every second..challenge may be coming
but i do not know how to handle .
when i can become perfect ?
can handle all the challenge?
don't you ever ever feel
Like you're less than less than' perfect?
if you ever ever feel
Like you're nothing,
you are perfect to me
when can i hear this ?omG :)
Tuesday, July 19
:)
wow...今天是我在班上睡最多節的一天
真的很累...不過真的很好睡
睡完真個人都很舒服..:D
最近很多人生病啊...爲什麽呢？
大家都好好休息吧:)
wow..今天看了一場很刺激的足球賽
雖然不是很會看不過還是很好看
尤其是和一大班朋友一起 ...感覺真好：）
今天在班上真的有一點生氣
每次都無端端罵人...
真的想一拳給你啊...
every times just follow ur mood .x.x
zhan hai geik sei yan ah !!!!!
真的很累...不過真的很好睡
睡完真個人都很舒服..:D
最近很多人生病啊...爲什麽呢？
大家都好好休息吧:)
wow..今天看了一場很刺激的足球賽
雖然不是很會看不過還是很好看
尤其是和一大班朋友一起 ...感覺真好：）
今天在班上真的有一點生氣
每次都無端端罵人...
真的想一拳給你啊...
every times just follow ur mood .x.x
zhan hai geik sei yan ah !!!!!
Sunday, July 17
:0
明天就要考試了
我一點東西都還沒有進腦
怎麼辦。我怎的很想哭一下看到那些翻譯
haih.為甚么我能夠那麼的墮落！
不過怎樣我都一定要讀完啊！！
死都不能走第三條路！第二條更不能！
我只有一條路！ 累就累啦！不睡就不睡咯！
arh! 讀書的感覺快點拉啊！:)
我一點東西都還沒有進腦
怎麼辦。我怎的很想哭一下看到那些翻譯
haih.為甚么我能夠那麼的墮落！
不過怎樣我都一定要讀完啊！！
死都不能走第三條路！第二條更不能！
我只有一條路！ 累就累啦！不睡就不睡咯！
arh! 讀書的感覺快點拉啊！:)
Thursday, July 14
THX
xiao qian and lijing ah .i so miss u two pls.
i don't like my class .
i'm no friend u knw .everytime also alone .
我從不敢一個人去廁所到每次都一個人上廁所叻
i really don't like like this leh.
i scared when need to go out having lesson .
cause i can't be with hangping .i always need to be alone.
i really not feeling good pls..
and today happened somethings make me so upset.
dunno how to say .zhongzi i can't find the friend like u two .
except hangping i really no friend already .
when boy and girl need to separate ..wo jiu yao ku le .cause also dunno want to ask who be with me . the Q girl sometime good sometimes bad.i always go find them i also feel im so hou lian pi u knw?i really very annoying ah !i just hope everyday can just having lesson in class .i dont like go out ah.u CAN knw my feeling ? haih ..
oh.i really love every recess time .can chat with u all .can walk with u all .and can tell u all the things im annoying about.so i hope every time i go toilet also can meet u all .if like tat i will so happy . i knw that i'm not lessbian ._.
really really need u all.Thx hangping also.thx for u always make me laugh leh .although u keep zat me la.haha.XDbut u are a good good friend.雖然我連你最低的level 都還沒有達到.雖然我不是你的女神.雖然豆漿水不是買給我喝的.雖然我是你最想失去的朋友><雖然我知道我是你最想失戀的對象...其實我真的沒那麼笨那麼不成熟..其實我很多東西都懂的..除了不會分你講的是不是騙話之外!anyway really thx you very very much :DDDDDDD
And hongjie thx for you always concern leh .really always can share my sadness.always help me pray.now u so busy already . long time din't tell u my story .whatever lah.u must be hangfuk and hangfuk :)THX C；
and thx carlos too .cause always accompany me to eat .
and thx all the friend who always be with me .
thx !:)
hope can be ur all friend forever..
i don't like my class .
i'm no friend u knw .everytime also alone .
我從不敢一個人去廁所到每次都一個人上廁所叻
i really don't like like this leh.
i scared when need to go out having lesson .
cause i can't be with hangping .i always need to be alone.
i really not feeling good pls..
and today happened somethings make me so upset.
dunno how to say .zhongzi i can't find the friend like u two .
except hangping i really no friend already .
when boy and girl need to separate ..wo jiu yao ku le .cause also dunno want to ask who be with me . the Q girl sometime good sometimes bad.i always go find them i also feel im so hou lian pi u knw?i really very annoying ah !i just hope everyday can just having lesson in class .i dont like go out ah.u CAN knw my feeling ? haih ..
oh.i really love every recess time .can chat with u all .can walk with u all .and can tell u all the things im annoying about.so i hope every time i go toilet also can meet u all .if like tat i will so happy . i knw that i'm not lessbian ._.
really really need u all.Thx hangping also.thx for u always make me laugh leh .although u keep zat me la.haha.XDbut u are a good good friend.雖然我連你最低的level 都還沒有達到.雖然我不是你的女神.雖然豆漿水不是買給我喝的.雖然我是你最想失去的朋友><雖然我知道我是你最想失戀的對象...其實我真的沒那麼笨那麼不成熟..其實我很多東西都懂的..除了不會分你講的是不是騙話之外!anyway really thx you very very much :DDDDDDD
And hongjie thx for you always concern leh .really always can share my sadness.always help me pray.now u so busy already . long time din't tell u my story .whatever lah.u must be hangfuk and hangfuk :)THX C；
and thx carlos too .cause always accompany me to eat .
and thx all the friend who always be with me .
thx !:)
hope can be ur all friend forever..
Wednesday, July 13
：‘）
八年前的今天是一個多么恐怖的日子，八年就這樣過了,我也長大了不少,你看見了嗎？
八年前的早上，接到的電話，聽到的消息，掉下的眼淚，看見受傷卻還是強忍的她，
不懂事的我們也不知如何是好，你給我們的實在是太多了，你的陪伴，你的幽默，你的愛
想要和你一起走到最后
但是誰切斷了我們的路
好的事情最后雖然結束
謝謝你陪我走過的路
痛 是不能報道你給我的幸福 <3
有緣再見！可能是下輩子了..............我會很愛你的<3
八年前的早上，接到的電話，聽到的消息，掉下的眼淚，看見受傷卻還是強忍的她，
不懂事的我們也不知如何是好，你給我們的實在是太多了，你的陪伴，你的幽默，你的愛
想要和你一起走到最后
但是誰切斷了我們的路
好的事情最后雖然結束
謝謝你陪我走過的路
痛 是不能報道你給我的幸福 <3
有緣再見！可能是下輩子了..............我會很愛你的<3
Monday, July 11
STUPID
LEE YE YIN
你腦, 殘了嗎？？
真的很蠢啊！
爲什麽可以每次都闖禍！
已經夠沒有用了！
還一直闖禍！丟臉！
我的生存意義到底是什麽！？
我真的很不想面對我的世界！
我可以學好如何講謊話嗎？
我可以不要那麼懦弱嘛？
我可以改變嗎？
我可以討厭我自己嗎？
wkykyxm?DUIBUQI!WO ZHENDEHENMEIYOUYONG ! USELESS! STUPID!BRAINLESS!
SORRY!
你腦, 殘了嗎？？
真的很蠢啊！
爲什麽可以每次都闖禍！
已經夠沒有用了！
還一直闖禍！丟臉！
我的生存意義到底是什麽！？
我真的很不想面對我的世界！
我可以學好如何講謊話嗎？
我可以不要那麼懦弱嘛？
我可以改變嗎？
我可以討厭我自己嗎？
wkykyxm?DUIBUQI!WO ZHENDEHENMEIYOUYONG ! USELESS! STUPID!BRAINLESS!
SORRY!
Sunday, July 10
NEVER SAY YOU CAN'T:)
10 JULY :126 pound
TARGET 17 JULY : 120 POUND
HEY GAHYAO LEe YE YIN!!!
NEVER SAY YOU CAN'T !!!!!
NOBODY CAN HELP YOU JUsT YOURSELF CAN !
BIG SMILE :))))))))))
Saturday, July 9
:)
oh oh oh oh oh my god!
I designed the blog all day
Finally have a little change ...
Really really very happy
Great sense of accomplishment
剛剛又看見了不喜歡最不想看見的事情
Irritable mood!
but i really can do nothing
i will continue what i want
although it may be wrong !
But it still has a chance occurrence！
believe myself pls!!=)
do what that can make myself happy <3
真的很想去旅行 真的很想去看戲 讓自己靜一靜 放鬆放鬆 休息休息
out of this club..nice song <3
I designed the blog all day
Finally have a little change ...
Really really very happy
Great sense of accomplishment
剛剛又看見了不喜歡最不想看見的事情
Irritable mood!
but i really can do nothing
i will continue what i want
although it may be wrong !
But it still has a chance occurrence！
believe myself pls!!=)
do what that can make myself happy <3
真的很想去旅行 真的很想去看戲 讓自己靜一靜 放鬆放鬆 休息休息
out of this club..nice song <3
Thursday, July 7
hehe!XD
wahaha.today i really very happy !
因為我沒有丟臉！我真的很開心！我還有智慧！
不過今天的開心都是因為我的糊塗！
沒關係啦！
哈哈！開心開心！ 耶！ :DDDDDD<3
因為我沒有丟臉！我真的很開心！我還有智慧！
不過今天的開心都是因為我的糊塗！
沒關係啦！
哈哈！開心開心！ 耶！ :DDDDDD<3
Wednesday, July 6
Tuesday, July 5
:)
what happened with u all ?
why today look so many ppl look upset?
很多人都很像沒有了笑容！
hmmmmmmmm...
what happen oh u ! today so qixin!
like to scold me ! i really very hate leh!
do what also want let u scold .u know my feeling ?
我真的是上輩子得罪你嘛？
爲什麽我每次都要是被罵那個？
我不能用言語罵回你.用打的！
又給你罵！
又是我太認真了嘛？
你的樣子,你的語氣！ 不更認真嘛？
或許我真的不是什麽值得對你對我好的朋友！
你愛怎樣就怎樣吧！
我真的是不知道你們幾時是開玩笑
幾時是很認真！
你們開玩笑的時候可以帶一點笑容嘛？
你的心情不是我這個普通人能夠掌握的
我真的不知道什麽時候說些什麽會得罪你！
遊戲會一直繼續..直到你講停為止！！
today have my lunch we jia wen at pizza !
forget today not monday .if not sure have more nice meal!
after that go have a hair cut..i think is a new barber ..hmm.not bad la!
but look like same same ! wish i can be very very relax and happy mood !
wzdhxk :(
why today look so many ppl look upset?
很多人都很像沒有了笑容！
hmmmmmmmm...
what happen oh u ! today so qixin!
like to scold me ! i really very hate leh!
do what also want let u scold .u know my feeling ?
我真的是上輩子得罪你嘛？
爲什麽我每次都要是被罵那個？
我不能用言語罵回你.用打的！
又給你罵！
又是我太認真了嘛？
你的樣子,你的語氣！ 不更認真嘛？
或許我真的不是什麽值得對你對我好的朋友！
你愛怎樣就怎樣吧！
我真的是不知道你們幾時是開玩笑
幾時是很認真！
你們開玩笑的時候可以帶一點笑容嘛？
你的心情不是我這個普通人能夠掌握的
我真的不知道什麽時候說些什麽會得罪你！
遊戲會一直繼續..直到你講停為止！！
today have my lunch we jia wen at pizza !
forget today not monday .if not sure have more nice meal!
after that go have a hair cut..i think is a new barber ..hmm.not bad la!
but look like same same ! wish i can be very very relax and happy mood !
wzdhxk :(
Monday, July 4
i'm okay!!!!
:)))))))))))
every day also want to smile please .
why i can be like that
why every time also want to think too much
why every time no myself is thinkg too much .still want to think ? no brain?
why i will hate someone is no brain but what he said is truth!
why can i so hate this person ! i really dunno why he so no brain!
but is my fault ！ but i hate his stupid honest !
really geik hei ah ! really hen xiang fa pi qi to him!
ytd night really hard to feel good !
really is me think too much gua !i hope tat pls !
hope everythings will like what hangping said !
and i also can't guan tai duo !
我沒有資格！
i wont think too much jor de !!!!hu~
thx xiao qian also .always let me count on !
accompany me when i'm alone !<3
and many many friend who always be with me !
i can count on u like 432 u'll be there
u can count me cause i can count on u !<3333333333333
fight for the stupid geo exam !! yea!!! GAHYAO LEE YE YIN !
every day also want to smile please .
why i can be like that
why every time also want to think too much
why every time no myself is thinkg too much .still want to think ? no brain?
why i will hate someone is no brain but what he said is truth!
why can i so hate this person ! i really dunno why he so no brain!
but is my fault ！ but i hate his stupid honest !
really geik hei ah ! really hen xiang fa pi qi to him!
ytd night really hard to feel good !
really is me think too much gua !i hope tat pls !
hope everythings will like what hangping said !
and i also can't guan tai duo !
我沒有資格！
i wont think too much jor de !!!!hu~
thx xiao qian also .always let me count on !
accompany me when i'm alone !<3
and many many friend who always be with me !
i can count on u like 432 u'll be there
u can count me cause i can count on u !<3333333333333
fight for the stupid geo exam !! yea!!! GAHYAO LEE YE YIN !
Sunday, July 3
:)
朋友真的很重要
朋友的陪伴 安慰 聆聽
可能會影響你一天的心情
可能我真的比任何人脆弱
就算平時傻理傻氣的朋友
在真實的背後都比我還要堅強
！omg ！ tuesday got exam tim ~almost forget.~!
朋友的陪伴 安慰 聆聽
可能會影響你一天的心情
可能我真的比任何人脆弱
就算平時傻理傻氣的朋友
在真實的背後都比我還要堅強
！omg ！ tuesday got exam tim ~almost forget.~!
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